1、不过是具皮囊罢了，表面看似快乐，实则一直在硬撑。

It's just a body. Seemingly happy on the surface, but actually I've been struggling to hold on.

2、其实我也十分渴望有个避风的港湾，奈何我没有容身之处。

In fact, I'm also eager to have a safe haven, but unfortunately, I have nowhere to take shelter.

3、身体疲惫不堪，情绪焦虑烦躁，而明天依旧迷茫难测，我每日都觉得疲惫至极。

My body is extremely tired, my emotions are anxious and irritable, and tomorrow is still full of uncertainty. I feel exhausted every day.

4、不知自己在期待什么，仿佛什么都等不到。

I don't know what I'm expecting. It seems like I can't wait for anything.

5、时光流转，人亦改变，唯一不变的，是再也回不到往昔岁月。

As time passes, people change. The only thing that remains the same is that we can never go back to the past.

6、相较于被他人左右的生活，我更喜欢无人问津的日子。

I prefer the days when I'm left alone rather than a life influenced by others.

7、一生气就沉默不语，一委屈便潸然泪下，一难受就不思饮食，最先惩罚的永远是自己。

When I'm angry, I keep silent. When I feel wronged, I burst into tears. When I'm upset, I lose my appetite. It's always myself who gets punished first.

8、倘若有幸被人看穿内心的脆弱，我必定要好好地撒个娇。 If someone is fortunate enough to see through my inner vulnerability, I will surely act like a spoiled child.

9、哪有什么避风的港湾，每当情绪崩溃之时，皆是独自一人默默承受。

There is no such thing as a safe haven. Whenever my emotions break down, I have to endure it alone.

10、生活给予我诸多选择，可我竟一次都没能选对。

Life has presented me with many choices, but I haven't made the right one even once.

11、生活中充斥着太多不如意，或许成长，就是将哭声隐匿。

There are so many disappointments in life. Perhaps growing up means hiding one's cries.

12、世间万物皆无法抵挡时间与现实的力量，让人成长的，从来不是年龄，而是阅历。

Nothing in the world can withstand the power of time and reality. What makes people grow is never age, but experience.

13、曾经那个无理也要争三分的女孩，最终变成了有理也缄默不语的女人。

The girl who used to argue even when she was in the wrong has finally become a woman who remains silent even when she's in the right.

14、在这个不知所措的年纪，事事皆不尽如人意，却承担着这个年龄不该承受之事。

At this bewildered age, everything is unsatisfactory, yet I'm bearing things that I shouldn't at this age.

15、然而生活总是让懂事的人，承受着最为糟糕的感受与结局。

However, life always makes sensible people endure the worst feelings and endings.