?为什么？明明是他先来招惹我的，现在却是我走不出来。

Why? It was he who first came to provoke me, but now it's me who can't move on.

?突如其来的落差让我感到窒息，倒不如从一开始就别对我那么好。

The sudden sense ofdrop makes me feel suffocated. It would be better if you hadn't been so nice to me from the start.

?真诚这张牌无论搭配什么出都是王炸，唯独单出一文不值。

The card of sincerity is a trump card no matter what it is paired with, but it's worthless when played alone.

?没关系，这股劲过了，我理智回来了，你连靠近我的机会都没有，你随意，随你意。

It doesn't matter. Once this feeling passes and my rationality returns, you won't even have a chance to get close to me. Do as you please.

?怎么揣着真诚的人，却都一直在掉眼泪？伸手要的，终究是施舍，主动给的，才是偏爱。

Why do those who hold sincerity in their hearts keep shedding tears? What you ask for is ultimately alms, while what is given voluntarily is true preference.

?下次啊，别选我，我啊，控制欲强，占有欲强，喜欢胡思乱想，没有安全感，生性多疑敏感还容易委屈。

Next time, don't choose me. I have a strong sense of control and possessiveness. I tend to overthink things, lack a sense of security, am naturally suspicious and sensitive, and get easily wronged.

?我坚持不跟你说话，不是我不想你，更不是我不要你，而是你给我的感觉这样是我在打扰你。

I insist on not talking to you. It's not that I don't miss you, nor that I don't want you. It's just that the way you make me feel is that I'm bothering you.

?️幸好你给我的失望攒够多，我的离开也算值得，跟自己说声对不起，曾经为了别人难为了自己。

Fortunately, the disappointments you've given me have piled up enough. My departure is worthwhile. I say sorry to myself for having made things difficult for myself for the sake of others.

?你把我丢了又丢，就没有想过我多难受？人只要心寒过一次，就没有重蹈覆辙的意义啦。

You've left me again and again. Haven't you ever thought about how much it hurts me? Once a person's heart is chilled, there's no point in repeating the same mistakes.

?人与人之间，不管是什么关系，没了沟通就是没有延续，沉默、无语，就是疏远的开始。

Between people, no matter what kind of relationship it is, without communication, there is no continuation. Silence and wordlessness are the beginning of estrangement.